Saturday, October 24, 2009




ok he was supposed to wear this suit to our dance but no he wore his work clothes but it was very fun he makes me laugh.
going dancing with alex. I have two left feet and he promises to let me step on his latin booties and keep me up. He can dance.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009


handsome man at the ranch
sorry bad lighting which makes our wall look bright yellow but just got new camera and wanted to try out lots of love.


got a new camera thanks to alex my love and a new box of hair color what do you think I think I am addicted brown is definitely in. Garen is still in his oral stage trying to bite me but not as much we just finally ordered his hearing brain whatever therapy for his magnified hearing to stimulate proper function. I dont know really what Im talking about until I see it happen. We closed the house in utah and now we only own one house and one mortgage yaaaaa!! Lately really low with illness and feeling ugly so i colored hair to get me out of pjs and make up can sometimes help. I think I need to fit the make up in more often so I dont feel so well old.

Friday, October 9, 2009





ok well it took some playing around but i figured how to get my phone pictures on google. Sprint makes it so hard they will let you send them to facebook but not download them to your computer only order from them so I hope I am not stealing so these are doubles from facebook. Now that I have sorta of a camera I will try to take more pics to send to blog. Right now I have a sore throat either from yelling or from being sick. I am going to work at the temple tonight with alex from 9-12 at night fun date So hopefully I can get better. Lately I have been having a really hard time. I am going to the temple once a week to help me stop yelling and be a better mom. I feel like I am being walked all over. I read my baby book my mom wrote of how sweet I was and it makes me sad because where did I go. I come home and only some of my kids a very small amount completely ignore and yell at me. I feel like I need to love this individual more but the more I give I feel like this person walks all over me then I turn mean and I hate who I am when I get so upset. it breaks my heart.